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Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Falling. And getting up.



I literally have been tripping and falling since I was 4,which is when I learned to walk.
I used to fall all the time.
 And..little by little I started to learn how to get up.
It was difficult,my CP causes me to have balance issues and to walk in a funny way. But I got up. My way,but I did it.
I still do it. My way,with my time..but I do it. I get up when I fall.

I aced biology despite being sick.
I failed chemistry.
But I didn't cry like I thought I would have.
I'm just going to study better,differently(not really more because I think I'd go crazy) and I'll pass it.
By acing biology I proved to myself that I can do science.
That my brain still works and that I'm still a good student.
It might take me more time than most..but sooner or later I'll get into med school and be a medic and eventually a doctor.
I get mad at myself because my brain understands biology and foreign languages better than math or chem problems.
I start doubting myself,I start loosing faith in my dreams and I start feeling insignificant,stupid..not enough.
I used to fall a lot  when I was little.
I still fall..both physically speaking and academically speaking. I fell today.
But guess what?
I got up. And I'll try to do the same everytime I'll fall again in the future.
I'll get up..instead of giving up.
I got up today. I'll keep getting up.
CP doesn't have me..I have it. All those people who don't think I can make it..they don't have the power to break me.
I got up. I'll get up.
Giving up is not an option.

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