My thoughts are eating me alive once again. 

After 1 day and a half of peace,they came back.

I feel horrible and overwhelmed again. I feel like I'm worthless again.

I feel like no one should like me again. 

I'm doubting on whether I can go to med school or not again. It's exhausting.  

I just want to sleep forever once again or to disappear even.

It's exhausting. 

I really hope my friends will stick with me if I don't get into med school. 

I'll never stop loving medicine no matter what though. I can't give up a passion that molded me into who I am.

It's exhausting. I had to get off Twitter again..Facebook makes me sick.

I just would like a friend of mine to talk to me about something..anything. 

Maybe that will calm down the spiral.