I need to learn how to take care of myself.    

                                                                                         

   I need to learn how to deal with my breakdowns/sad moments on my own. I am old enough to deal with my own problems.

                                                                                                                               

I have to stop getting so attached to people because most likely I'll be left alone due to the fact that they don't care about me as much as I care about them.

                                                                      

  I need to study extra hard..maybe my parents won't be so grossed out by the idea of me going to med school.

Can I actually make it through med school? I don't know.                                                        

 I'm so scared by the fact that I'll die friendless.